Funny how things work...

I started my blog a little over a year ago, in February 2008.  I remember when I posted my first entry, I couldn't believe I was going to really give this "photography thing" a chance.  I was scared and nervous about sharing my photos with the internet world and I was even more afraid of failing.  I believed the lies that Satan spoke to me, "you will never take pictures like that" or "look at all the photographers in your area, why would someone pick you?" - those sweet little nothings held me back from my dreams far too many times.  And this time was no exception, other than the fact I put my faith in God and not in myself.  I truly came to a point where I wanted to be in God's will for my life and I learned that failing in the world's eyes is not the same as failing in God's eyes.  Once I grasped that concept, my fear began to lessen and my faith overcame.    

Faith is a funny thing.  Faith - believing in things not seen.  The ironic part of my faith is that I could visualize the prize at the end but I couldn't see the journey to get there.  That scared me.  Not knowing how to get from point A to point B.  That's where faith comes in.  See, I believe that God continually teaches us lessons.  Some lessons we learn pretty quickly, others we have to do over and over and over again until we get it right.  Lesson #1 - Have Faith NOT Fear!  I still struggle with fear but I keep Joshua 1:9 close to my heart, "Have I not commanded you?  Be strong and of good courage; do not be afraid, nor be dismayed, for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go."

So here I am today.  I've been a blog slacker, not because I don't have photos to share but because I've been so busy shooting and editing that I just haven't had the extra time to blog.  I've realized that my little photography business is growing and I'm so VERY THANKFUL!  I've had to learn some hard lessons about "business hours" and "scheduling".  While I LOVE PHOTOGRAPHY, God has called me to first be a wife and mother.  Lesson #2 - BALANCE!  I'm still trying to figure this one out :) 

Thank you for being patient with me while I'm adjusting to all the changes going on in my business and family life.  I have some really great news to share that I'm super excited about but I can't share it just yet....stay tuned for the big news :)  I'll share as soon as the final details are in place!

And because every post is better with a picture - here are a few just for you:

 

We took the girls to the beach during Hailey's spring break.  Ryan had to go to school - poor guy :(

This was Carolyn's first time at the beach.

She wanted to run to the water, but she didn't want to get in the water - LOL!

I don't blame her, it was chilly that day and way to cold for a swim.

Thanks for letting me share a few of my family with you.  They're the reason why I do what I do.  Now I just have to figure out how to balance it all :)

Blessings,
Jennifer

Check back....more posts of recent sessions coming soon along with a surprise!

Comments

[tracie]

LOVE this post! something i struggle with constantly ... that darn ol' devil can really work his way into my mind and i've got to keep remembering who i belong to!

thank you!

[Renee]

Jennifer, these are great pictures! Your family is precious!

[J.R.]

Your talent is definatly from God! You can always tell when your in God's will because the devil will constantly fight you! You do amazing pictures and I know everyone is so proud of you for your "perfect pictures" (yes they are) and taking that leap of faith!!

[Joyce Brown]

Talk about catching blessings... Gary caught one falling from the sky! :o) You're on the right path; continue forward with what you were born to do! This is your calling!